February 2012
163 posts
loveispatient said: did you apply anywhere else or are you set on sbu? what are you planning on majoring in?
I applied to and was accepted at Marquette University in Wisconsin and Dominican University in Chicago. I do not want to go to Marquette at all. Dominican offered me a $15000 scholarship, which is $5000 more than SBU, but their tuition is also $12000 more than SBU’s. The campus is...
I guess I should be appreciative that I received some money. I put too much faith in my writing. I performed so poorly I didn’t even get accepted into the honors program! My interview was just a huge flop.
Now my anxiety about paying for school is really setting in. I had been hoping for a large sum of money from this for awhile, but I didn’t get it.
College is too expensive. I...
GUYS! I got a 98% on my calculus test! I failed the two quizzes, but I aced the test. Two and a half hours of studying paid off! My grade went from an 88 to a 92%.
I’m giving blood tomorrow. Im type O.
My mom made cookies and I really, really want one and they smell so good, but alas! I must wait another 35-36 days.
It is 8:30pm and I’m already laying in bed with lights off.
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I am heartless.
I really do have to learn to manage my extreme anger problems.
When I am older, I am going to move to the south where palm trees dominate the landscape. However, the place may or may not be poverty-stricken so I may or may not have air-conditioning, but hey, that’s life. I am willing to give up my first world luxuries in pursuit of His will.
sarlacc:
Press play.
Why am I allowed to exist
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My hands smell like bleach which smells similar to chlorine and I’m craving summer so badly.
I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed
What God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands the one who is my Savior
I’ve really started to hate the word nerd lately. Its overused. “I did my homework last night I’m such a nerd teehehehallaokfjgjisllol” “I watched two seconds of star trek as I was flipping through the channels. Nerd 4everr.” No, stop it. Labeling yourself makes you look like a tool and calling yourself a nerd doesn’t make you a versatile, enlightened...
I really hate my last name. I wish it were Eldingarherra instead.
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I had a weird dream last night.
I was at Walmart and I ran into four people I know, three I talk with daily and the other I have a class with but I have never spoken to so I don’t know why he was there. My friend was like “Hey! Let’s race shopping carts!” so we did. The aisles were extremely long, longer than they actually are. I walked back up to the front to get ready to...
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It’s too early on a Friday night to feel this terrible about myself!
On a positive note, I feel so bad I am not even hungry. This is a first. It’s sort of nice.
Alison Krauss and Union Station - Down to the...
Trying to decipher all of these weird teenage feelings.
I need to talk about how awesome this journal I have is because it had bible verses at the bottom of each page and I will write an entry without looking at it and then bam! I read it after I write and it is 100% applicable to what I wrote about.
I want to punch every girl who wears yoga pants that is not en route to or in a yoga class.
i dont know how to argue my opinion without insulting the other person
uptonsintheoutfield:
People who are still talking about Chris Brown beating Rihanna when even she forgave him at this point
People who are still talking about Ted Bundy for murdering over 30 women when even some families have forgiven him for it. People who are still talking about hitler for genocide even though Anne frank forgave him
Lol there’s no way ill be able to afford a new laptop lololllllllol sucks for me.
Piece of crap laptop doesn’t work anymore.
Thick hair looks gross braided. I’m sorry. It does.
I need summer I need summer I need summer
aislina:
aimmyarrowshigh:
I wish we said “fancy” in America. As in, “I fancy you.” It’s such a more agreeable term than “I have a crush on you.” What’s a crush? Like, I AM A BOA CONSTRICTOR AND I AM GOING TO IMMOBILIZE YOU WITH MY MISPLACED AND OBSESSIVE AFFECTION. “I fancy you” is like, you’re so shiny and glittery and I just want to put you on a shelf and look at you for a while ‘cause...
I keep having dreams about my last day of high school in May and I am always really sad and I don’t know why because I assume I will be happy. But in the dream, it always sneaks up on me and I never have time to say bye to my friends and I don’t realize it is the last day until after it is over.
The satisfaction I feel when I exercise self-control and only have two slices of pizza instead of 20.