February 2012
I’m giving blood tomorrow. Im type O.
My mom made cookies and I really, really want one and they smell so good, but alas! I must wait another 35-36 days.
It is 8:30pm and I’m already laying in bed with lights off.
Tomorrow I find out how much scholarship money I receive from Scholars Day a few weeks ago. I’m hoping for $2500, which is the highest after a fullride and I know a full ride probably won’t happen after the horrid interview I gave. I will be devastated if I only receive $500. I’m confident my essay was great though.
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can my calc teacher please enter my test grade from last week because im dying
I am heartless.
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I really do have to learn to manage my extreme anger problems.
When I am older, I am going to move to the south where palm trees dominate the landscape. However, the place may or may not be poverty-stricken so I may or may not have air-conditioning, but hey, that’s life. I am willing to give up my first world luxuries in pursuit of His will.
sarlacc:
Press play.
Why am I allowed to exist
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The name Amanda sucks really it does i hate my name so much
My hands smell like bleach which smells similar to chlorine and I’m craving summer so badly.
why am i attracted to boys with blonde hair lately idk i should stop because i don’t like emotion.
I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed
What God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands the one who is my Savior
I’ve really started to hate the word nerd lately. Its overused. “I did my homework last night I’m such a nerd teehehehallaokfjgjisllol” “I watched two seconds of star trek as I was flipping through the channels. Nerd 4everr.” No, stop it. Labeling yourself makes you look like a tool and calling yourself a nerd doesn’t make you a versatile, enlightened...
I really hate my last name. I wish it were Eldingarherra instead.
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I had a weird dream last night.
I was at Walmart and I ran into four people I know, three I talk with daily and the other I have a class with but I have never spoken to so I don’t know why he was there. My friend was like “Hey! Let’s race shopping carts!” so we did. The aisles were extremely long, longer than they actually are. I walked back up to the front to get ready to...
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It’s too early on a Friday night to feel this terrible about myself!
On a positive note, I feel so bad I am not even hungry. This is a first. It’s sort of nice.
im such a faggot i cant even handle it why do i live
Alison Krauss and Union Station - Down to the...
Trying to decipher all of these weird teenage feelings.
I need to talk about how awesome this journal I have is because it had bible verses at the bottom of each page and I will write an entry without looking at it and then bam! I read it after I write and it is 100% applicable to what I wrote about.
I want to punch every girl who wears yoga pants that is not en route to or in a yoga class.
Two hours of calculus. I think my brain is a second away from exploding.
i dont know how to argue my opinion without insulting the other person
uptonsintheoutfield:
People who are still talking about Chris Brown beating Rihanna when even she forgave him at this point
People who are still talking about Ted Bundy for murdering over 30 women when even some families have forgiven him for it. People who are still talking about hitler for genocide even though Anne frank forgave him
Lol there’s no way ill be able to afford a new laptop lololllllllol sucks for me.
Piece of crap laptop doesn’t work anymore.
Thick hair looks gross braided. I’m sorry. It does.