I am Amanda and I am 18 and I live in Missouri, USA I have a distaste for affection, feelings, and emotion and I don’t really know how to deal with them, so I try to pretend they are not there.
I guess I’m cynical and I have anger problems and sometimes usually more often than not most likely my thoughts are illogical and outlandish and things weird me out.
I believe in the power of the Resurrection of Christ and I’m striving to accept the unconditional love of an all-loving, compassionate, merciful God although it goes against the very nature of Amanda, but that’s a good thing and these are the chronicles of this transformation, I guess, and as you will see, there are places where I need His grace all the more still.
Basically I just really sort of extremely hate myself and I’m trying to cope with that and not.
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